Stalking

Stalking is terrible.
Now, that is such a true statement it's crazy. There are several reasons onto why this is the case.
First, if you are doing the stalking:
-It makes you obsessed with that person/people and he/she/they would be the only thing[s] you think about.
-You're heart starts to hurt.
-You constantly think about the negative in the situation with the person you're stalking
-You are overlooking the situation to an extreme extent.
However, if YOU are the one being stalked.
Stop and tell a higher authority. Whether it be a police officer, manager or parent.
Talking to a friend will help you calm down in the situation, but it will not solve the problem.
You must tell someone you can trust that has higher authority. That person you trust may have your life in their hands.
So tell someone. Don't be afraid. Nobody should ever be looked on 24/7. We are people, not animal subjects [which shouldn't exist anyway].
Also, before the higher authority even comes to you, try and take all precautions to put your safety first.
Because, this world needs more genius'. We can't let someone die over a little high school stalk gone wrong.

RABoOM: Katy Perry

This girl is amazing. She is not the stereotypical singer that you see now a days. She's happily married and she looks like a freakin' pin up model. If I ever met her in person, I would probably cry. Why? She has a VOICE and sends a message to people. She's a tease and she has a beautiful body. I mean, she made a song about KISSING a girl. That lone song made so much media by itself, it's crazy. It influence the term "Barsexual" [two straight women kissing each other only at bars] and influenced an episode on the Tyra Banks Show. Her latest single Firework is beautiful and sends a great message. I literally almost cried when I saw the video. You need to listen to the lyrics and see the video. It's wonderful.
[Whenever i personally hear a song that has great meaning AND is combined with a great voice, it gives me a feeling inside that someday, happiness will truly occur. That life is worth loving.]
I personally like the song The One That Got Away. [If you've been keeping up with my "emo pie" blogs, you would understand I'm in love with a total douche bag, but I don't want to let him go so it completely pertains to me.] [I love songs that have meaning and depth. Songs that actually MEAN something instead of songs that just repeatedly say the same things in the songs such as: pussy, bitch, alcohol, sex, weed, drugs, lollipops... When songs have meaning, the listener feels more in tune with the artist, thinking that the artist actually understands them. Songs are originally meant to define a meaning, not talk about brushing your teeth with a bottle of liquor because you're an alcoholic.]
Her song Ur So Gay & Peacock is funny, Hot N' Cold describes most teenage relationships & Teenage Dream describes her undying love for Brand. That, and so much more, is why she is the current RABoOM of December.
[Definition at the bottom]
On top of that, she has awesome makeup and an amazing bust :}

Katy Perry = Katheryn Elizabeth Hudson

October 25, 1984

Mrs. Russell Brand as of Oct. 23, 2010

{What a GREAT birthday present!}

She mostly wears bright colors.

She almost always smiles <3.

 She's at the top of her career!

Teenage Dream

Firework

Peacock

 Hot N Cold [Clean Version]

  I Kissed A Girl

As you can see from the I Kissed A Girl video to Firework, she has matured. But she is still the same ol' Perry :}

RABoOM: "Rad, Awesome, Band of our Month"  It is including [but not limited to]: older bands and/or musical artists, musical artists that are not the talk in the media that month, someone/a band I personally listen to a WHOLE lot, a musical artist[s] that tickles my fancy, and is just overall awesome. 

"Emo Pie" comment courtesy of : http://lipsticknerds.blogspot.com/

Lady Gaga :]

Just a random posting concerning three Lady Gaga songs + three pictures :3

 I love her <3

 

I figured out how to work the vid link now!

Lmfao. I typed in EpicRandomness into google, and this is the video that popped up. Enjoy <3

XBOX 360

As I researched countless times, I think the 360 is right for me. Why? Mainly because most of my friends have it so I won't be a total n00b. And...yeah that's basically it. I want the system for the online play. <3

I do, however, secretly want the PS3.

Mainly because I want to play awesome games like:

God of War III and Heavy Rain.

But the 360 has some sweet games too! :

Left for Dead 2 & Gears of War & Halo.

What I do like about the consoles, is that some of the games that come out for one, automatically come out for the other such as : Bayonetta & Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit [haven't played yet]

The games that I'm anticipating are: Rock Band 3 {with piano}, Marvel vs. Capcom 3, Kingdom Hearts 3 {if Square Enix is even MAKING the game} and the Street Fighter vs. Tekken game. 

I'll post my gamertag up whenever I do get a 360. I already bought LFD2 and Fable III. My next game that I purchase will be a Call of Duty game. 

I've read several reviews and am kind of iffy about purchasing Black Ops. I've played Modern Warfare 2 and now I've heard that Call of Duty 4 is the new shit.

I've been apart of the Sony market ever since the first playstation, so I slightly feel like I'm betraying the market by going against the competitor.

At least I'm not buying a Wii. {which I'm not saying anything is bad with the Wii. None of the games really interest me for the console}

Dear You

A letter to him:





Dear you,
  All those laughs together has been a lie.
  All those sweet nothings you've said were lies.
  All those times you've said you've wanted to be with me
  were lies.
  All those times you've kissed me,
  held me,
  and said you've loved me,
  were nothing but bold lies.
  Lies that have been letting me hold on for so long.

  I've loved you for several years.
  You've broken my heart many times.
  And yet you still come back for more.
  You know you always hurt me.
  You know you always make me cry.
  Yet you still come back for more.
  I think about you constantly,
  no matter how much I secretly hate you.
  This must be the end for us.
  I cannot love you no more.
  My heart has been shattered too many times.
  And you're frankly not worth it anymore.
  I wish I could see the look on your face.
  The last look I'll ever see on your face.
  We are done.

  I cannot love someone,
  whom is in love with someone else.
  Who, in the matter, is not in love with them back.
  I could do so much better.
  So goodbye forever.
  This was your lost.
  You lost someone good.
  You damned prick.

  She had nothing on me.
  Don't you understand?
  I would've never cheated,
  I would've never argued angrily.
  I would've gave you endless love
  And an endless amount that
  would have been
  intoxicating to the soul.

  Goodbye precious friend.
  Goodbye until you've grown.
  Because you will always be in my heart.
  Since you were my first love.

  Or maybe everything I thought
  were lies, were actually truths.
  You just didn't know how to express yourself.
  Nevertheless, if that was the case,
  you need to express feelings better.
  I know I have done my part,
  now it's time to do yours.

  Maybe you didn't spend time with her.
  Maybe you're home doing nothing.
  Not answering my texts for some reason,
  Not answering my phone calls.
  Or maybe you are with her.
  Making sweet love to someone who thinks it's sex.
  Maybe you're whispering sweet nothings into her ears.
  Or maybe you're dead.
  Well, Sir, if that's the case,
  then at least my suffering will be over.

  Oh, and by the way,
  That broken heart that's in my sketch book
  That you drew,
  Is still unfinished.
  Be a man and finish it.
  Finish the story.
  My story depends on you.
  Because you're the pussy who broke a girls heart
  To be with a girl whom doesn't love you.
  Idiot.

Snow

Snow is beautiful.

Snow is wonderful.

Snow is magical.

Snow is winter.

Snow is happiness.

Snow is fun.

It makes kids laugh.

It makes kids happy.

It's something that's natural and fun.

It's something that kids and adults alike

can wait a long time for.

Snow makes some sad.

They may think it's the best thing in the world.

But it's never fun to play by yourself.

It's always fun to play with others.

To have countless snowball fights,

to make numerous snow angels.

And to "carve" messages into the snow.

Snow is not fun for those whom are lonely.

Snow turns ugly when humans start fucking with it.

                                                     It starts to scream when it turns yellow.

It's purity is gone once it hits the Earth.

It causes people to stay home and be gluttonous. 

It makes people cry because they have to remove the snow

from their lawns and cars.

Snow is a bother to many individuals.

Snow is shunned.

It is cold.

It will hurt a person.

It is necessary to always wear layers.

Because snow will burn.

Snow turns to ice.

Ice hurts people.

Ice kills people.

It is a nuisance to many.

It is bothersome to all.

It is dangerous.

It is Ice.

{Ice and Snow}

It is not an electronic.

It's not patient.

It does not answer to anyone.

It's it's own entity.

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Random snow images:

{see what I mean by gluttonous? My mom made me a big cookie for Christmas <3}

Roller Coasters

Ever since going to an amusement park in October, I CANNOT stop thinking about it. 

{It is currently December and I want to go sooooooo~ badly.}

7-roller-coasters-that-will-make-you-crap-your-pants

I want to ride all the coasters.

I want to scream at the top of my lungs.

I want to lose my voice.

I want to ride the coasters.

I want to feel queasy.

I want to be scared. 

I want to feel empowered.

I want to feel daring.

I want to ride the rides.

Then possibly eat funnel cakes {or cookies} afterwards.

Then ride more coasters before I go home.

I crave adrealine and competition.

It's the Sagittarius in me :}

-Kingda Ka-

-Nitro-

 

-El Toro-

Quitting

When on the verge of quitting a job, it just means you need to start looking for another to satisfy your needs.
Oh, and a job shouldn't feel like slavery.
At all.
Fuck that shit.
The company has many more workers who can work.
It's not necessary for you to work 14 hours.
Sorry :3

The Boondocks :}

This show is awesome. Point done.

Customers prt 2

Sidenote: Don't worry, if you're looking for something exciting about me saying anything about the wonderful world of retail, I will, eventually, after I stop working. [Which will probably be some time after the holiday season...in March]

If you try and hit on someone, why say something like "you're cute, can you give me a discount?"

I asked a customer his birthday, because we need to know it in order to sell certain products in the store.
He says he doesn't know his birthday.
That's he's born in 2010.
I say, "Happy late birthday Sir! I'm so happy you're a few months old already!"
The customer behind him starting laughing.
He still didn't get it.
"I was born in 2007"
I honestly didn't have time for his shinanigans, so I just asked to see his ID. He was well over the age limit, but I just needed to see it for security purposes.

He then later asks me if I want to go out with him.
"I'm sorry Sir, I do not date 3 year olds."
He asked me out later that day.
I responded the same way.


I think he was high on Marijuana or something [why do I say this? His clothes WREAKED of the aroma]

Can't guys get better at asking girls out?
Seriously?

But that's another blog :}

Customers prt 1

Don't try and bribe me to skip the line. I probably make the amount that you bribe me in two days, but I work hard for my money.

You should have done your holiday shopping early, sorry. You have to wait on the line that everyone else is on- and yes, they have been waiting over an hour.

And just because it's the holiday season, doesn't mean you have the right to skip people who have been waiting on line for the longest. Who do you think you are?

Dick.

Random Things 1!

"New" Mario Bros. Movie [guns and blood shown]

If you live in New York, this would be a cute date spot for the night :] Time Travel to Old New York

Now these guys, Nigahiga, are awesome. They make me laugh out loud, literally. Here's one video : Bromance!

Oh yeah. Total Drama World Tour [in this video, however, it's referred to as Total Drama : The Musical] is also a great show to watch on CartoonNetwork. As is Chowder :]
TDWT is a "reality" show that has the people participating on the show do absurd things that under normal circumstances, would not be possible.
Chowder is a show about the character Chowder and the different adventures he gets into with all his other fellow characters [which all have a food as their names. Mung, Schnitzel, etc.]

Well, this article made me feel better about myself. He's the voice actor for several various well-known projects, and came from the Bronx, New York. Just like me! Kevin Michael Richardson

A GREAT site to go to when you're bored is http://www.stumbleupon.com
I love it because it shows you different websites on the internet concerning you're personal interests which you put into the sites.
I've seen many different things on the internet concerning: Astronomy, Comedy, Politics, and much more.
For example, I'm currently an aspiring artist, and while on the website I came across upon this website http://www.zefrank.com/scribbler/ it's cute. You doodle whatever you want into the blank space on the right side of the screen, press a button, and the website instantly makes it look ten times cooler then what you did.
I also installed the Stumble toolbar thing onto my web browser. If I happen to find something random on the internet, I can click the "I like it!" button, and it is automatically saved into my library as a favorite.
As one of the categories I put of me liking on the website, I put cats. Here's a cute cat video riding a turtle if you think felines tickle your shin http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjZqZWbmXK4

There's so much to choose from on that site. Maybe it will someday feature my blog as one of the things you Stumbleupon! -smiles-

Featuring: Random Videos!

Lol. I always have a good laugh when I'm trying to post a blog about something meaningful in life.
Because, I eventually do not post a blog and just watch videos for the rest of the night.

Caution: You may literally laugh out loud to some of these videos

Caution 2: It also may offend you  

The first four videos have slight sexual content.
[First one has a naked human {Sexual contents covered}]

XBOX Banned Commercial_Baby&Old 

Banned Durex Commercial_Semen Attack 

Random Banned 7-up Commercial

Banned Firming Cream Commercial

1st Mickey Short: Plane Crazy

2nd Mickey Short: Gallopin' Gaucho

The Epic: Steamboat Willie

Symphony Hour [one of my favs!]

Three Little Pigs[Disney] [They're afraid of the big bad wolf!]

Three Little Wolves [Sequel] 

Giga Pudding [Japanese Pudding!]  [Courtesy: found by my friend Valentin]

And that's just about it! I was trying to find some headshots concerning Call of Duty, but frankly, I'm just too tired to do so  [since it is almost 3 am]

More videos to come!

All courtesy of Youtube.com :D!

Adults liking cartoons?

I know I'm a kid at heart. I'm always going to be a kid no matter how old I get. But I know society expects everyone to grow up fast, especially kids. [Makeup for a 7 year old? Really? Are they not allowed to use their mother's makeup anymore?] [I'm not even getting into the sexual encounters that kid's are getting nowadays.]

I recently saw Tangled [the latest Disney released movie] and absolutely loved it. I tell my co-workers and they ask me "you really saw that?"
Is that a problem? I'm not ashamed to tell others that I love cartoons and animated movies anymore. That's just who I am.
I think when some people reach a certain age, they assume that they need to stop watching childish things to impress other people, to seem older then they really are. Well you know what, the older you get, the younger you want to get, even if you don't realize that in the early twenties. I regret not enjoying my youth to the fullest when I was a teenager. I could have done so many different things with my life and interacted with so many people. I guess the older you get, the more regret you have on your life. Depends if the person HAS any regrets, though.

However, I could be wrong. Maybe some people just don't watch cartoons because they despise them. They despise the very essence of everything happy-go-lucky in the world and just want to watch CSI all day [which is not a bad show either]. In reality, it's a person's choice to decide whether or not cartoons or anything animated is their "thing." Maybe music is their "thing." Maybe doing taxes is their "thing."

All in all, cartoons are a preference. Some people like them, some people don't. However, it's wrong to say "You really saw that?" to someone. You're making it sound like a disease or something disgusting. It's my choice and my decision into seeing and enjoying something. You need to respect that.
If you don't, you're the one that's still a child.

 <-Bottom picture found via Google.com->

You can't sue rain.

There's this myth that rain makes people sadder, slower, and sleeper. I've also heard people say that when their joints start to hurt, that that's a sign that a storm is coming. Maybe all this mystical mumbo jumbo is not false.

I know that when it is raining outside, I personally sleep a lot more [which isn't a bad thing] and tend to procrastinate to a different extent. For example, instead of reading the book for class, I play The Sims 3 instead. I personally think the reasoning behind this is for when I was a child, I used to stay home on a stormy day due to school cancellations. So, in my mind, I think that a rainy day is the day off, when this is never the case.
However, to other people, the rain is just a symbol of the coming day. Rain stimulates the plants and makes them grow. It cools the ground and hydrates the Earth.
It's also a cause of danger due to slippery roads and slippery sidewalks. Sorry guys, you can't sue Mother Nature.

Some people hate the rain because it's such a bother when you're out in it and need an umbrella. If the umbrella breaks, it's another burden because the person is getting wet. To others, rain is a blessing. They don't care if they get wet, and they walk around in the rain without an umbrella or a care in the world [I used to be like that]. Others accept the rain and accept the fact they do not have an umbrella nor can afford one.

As to the part where joint pain foresees the future, I'm not really sure about that. Sure, my family and I can foresee a huge storm when we're in pain, but that doesn't mean that everyone else could do the same. Most people will think it's the arthritis talking. Well I'm sorry to tell you, arthritis doesn't talk, it just hurts. Joint pain is different.

I'm not really sure how to end this blog. Just keep safe, dry [if you want to] and don't sue Mother Nature.

Do My Feet Smell?

<-By the way, these are not my feet and I also retrieve all the pictures I blog about via photobucket :] ->

So, while I attempt to think about what I should write today, I think about why my feet smell.

First off, let me say that I wash my feet and body every single day, and very well too.

My feet smell. I know for a fact my feel smell because I've been on my feet all day and wear the same sneakers day by day due to work & school [and they're very comfortable woman's Nike's!] and also because of some "curse" my father's side of the family has. But we also have the "curse" of the silent but deadly but hey, I'm not discussing that right now.

The issue of smelly feet is, in my opinion, huge. In some cultures [and in some households that like cleanliness], it is preferred for one to leave their shoes at the doorway before they enter the household. But what if they're insecure because they're feet smell? Do they just take off their shoes anyway then spray perfume on them or do they just not enter the household? I personally had this dilemma once and decided not to go in. My boyfriend at the time protested but understood since we were only visiting for a short period of time. It's an embarrassment and it stabs at your self esteem.

Then there's also the issue of taking off your shoes in someone's home that you're comfortable with. I personally do not like bras, pants, or shoes, but I need to wear them. Most opportunities I get, I take off my shoes if that person is comfortable with me doing so in their household.

Incident: I took off my shoes and everyone gave me the face. You might know the face. It's the face that people give when someone threw a large fart in the middle of a room. It's the face you give when you smell someone's vomit. It's that face you give when you smell poo. Nevertheless, the moment I took off my sneaker, everyone in that room gave me the face, all four of them and a baby. I honestly don't understand why they smelled so bad that day, but they did. My ex boyfriend at the time [whom I hung out with] kept spilling comments on how bad they smelled like corn chips. It was disgusting, but I tried putting perfume and covering the smell, but that didn't work. Persistently he made fun of me for about half an hour to an hour until I finally had the courage to go to the restroom and wash them. My friend [not the boyfriend] kept telling the ex to shut up because it was making me feel bad, but he didn't.
Shows what kind of 'boy' I went out with.

But anyway, the point of this blog is to kind of ask why people criticize others bodily odor in such a demeaning manner. I understand you want to make fun of the persons odor, but can one keep their mouth shut until the person leaves so they don't feel like complete shit?

Nail Polish vs Society Rant

Most women love nail polish. It gives them an opportunity to express themselves through what they wear on their fingernails [if they cannot express themselves through clothing or makeup for example].

However, some might see this as stereotypical since woman are supposed to be feminine and beautiful.
Well I say, screw what society tells us. We are who we are. We woman can be whom we want to be because we are our own individual persons. If we don't want to wear nail polish, we don't need to. If we don't want to spend 10 bucks on a single vile of this intoxicating liquid, then we don't need to. If we do not want to put acrylic nails over our fake nails because you'll feel it demeans you as a person, you don't need to. Nail polish is an optional beauty product and is not necessary-as is ANY other beauty product.

Society tells us that we need to look beautfiul for others, but what if we are beautiful inside and out? What if we do not want to wear makeup to please others but wear makeup to please ourselves? WE can do that! It's not illegal. We are women. We are power. We are the bearers of society. So if no one likes it, they can kiss our asses :]

On another note: If you love makeup, love to make yourself beautiful to please yourself, love nail polish and love that intoxicating smell, then hey, that's you because I'm riding on that same boat with you sister.
 
I'm just showing the other point of view of the story because I've been told numerous times to "beautify" myself to please the man's eye, to make myself a drone so I could fit in with all the other fake people out there. To make myself not who I am just so people can accept me.

As an adult, I realize that we need not care about what people think about us because that constant obsession to be someone we're not will just be an ultimate internal downfall. As a teenager, I was constantly obsessed with trying to fit in because I was different. I was scared to share my opinion on things because they were different. If I could meet my younger self now, I would pat her on the back and say there is nothing wrong with being different. Being different is a benefit because those people who are different will make a great impact on society in the near future.

So I say if you want to express yourself through your nail polish, in what ever manner you want to express it in, go ahead. [unless you attend an environment where nail polish is prohibited then, obviously, you can't really do that!] If you want to express yourself through makeup, then more power to you! If you want to express yourself through art, music, acting, science, math, anything, then awesome! Expressing one's individuality is key into making the world a better place for people whom are not clones of everyone. Speak, shout, paint, just do it. We all need to be heard. :]

Charlie the Unicorn

Lol I love this stupid video and I don't know why.

-Props to Emma Sarkela, Art is fun and awesome <3-

Charlie the Unicorn [Original]

Worklife: Job vs Career

Throughout my short working life [about 2-3 years] I've found out a lot about myself. One, that I am the type of worker that knows what needs to be done [learned over time through experience], that I have a strong work ethic because I actually give a crap [even if I hate the job because I feel that the customer comes first and that the company depends on the customers to survive], and that if I see one of my co-workers doing the job wrong, I either tell them how to do it correctly and/or do it myself. Because of this, and other variables, I believe I have the capability to potentially be a well-rounded individual as a worker.

However, if you work in the work environment I do [and I am not going to disclose that information], you would begin to think there is extreme favoritism and unfairness there. I'm not trying to sound like a whining [excuse my language] bitch, but it's true.

Fine, the managers and the employees talk to the workers as if they're best friends. Fine, they talk in a different language [and think it's some "secret code" when anyone that can speak that language could interpret what they're saying]. Fine, they get longer breaks then us "non-in crowd" people, but come on' THIS IS NOT HIGH SCHOOL.

Why do I say that my work environment feels like high school? Well, it's for many different reasons. It feels as though there is the favoritism, which I mentioned above. I feel there is an unfairness in the work environment [such as some people can take longer breaks then others, and those who are not in the "in crowd" get penalized for taking the longer breaks their peers are taking rather then the peers themselves]. Sometimes you get made fun of. I understand if it's just playing around but honestly, people need to grow up and act their age sometimes. I don't understand why they continuously mention a topic that happened weeks ago and still find it funny. Isn't that kind of harassment? Possibly no, I'm not really sure. But I just think it's a load of bull shit and they should just get over it.

Rant:
Another thing, I hate coming to this job. Mostly due to the favoritism but also due to the policies and how the higher authority treats us "little people." Dude, you're new and you're bossing me around? I'm at the same work level as you, possibly earn more money then you, and you're telling me what to do? You do not know anything about the company and you expect me to listen to you due to your know-it-all and cocky personality? Fuck out of here. I talk back. I'm not a passive nor aggressive person, I'm an assertive person. I stand up for what I think is right. Do not mistreat me and my rights as a person or employee of the company or there will be a problem. I will associate myself to the higher authority above you and your job will be at risk. Continue to do your job, do not expect me to pick up your slack, and everything will be fine. -breathes- And that's how I feel towards some associates that work with me -twitch-

-Clears throat- The point is to show that this is just a job. Sure, there could be a few friendships made and possible Facebook friends added, but that is all. And of course they're going to be the daily things that will piss you off, but you have to understand at the end of the day, it's just a job so you need to brush it off your shoulder and move on. You do not need to further yourself in the company unless you feel you need to, otherwise, do your job and everyone can just act regular.

Since I currently still work a job instead of a career, I am half-expecting things for a career. I believe that a career should be fun. It should be something that you want to do and excited to do. It should be something that you want to get up for in the morning besides your family. It should be something that you actually give a crap about and want to further yourself in and want to make the best of that situation, regardless of the pay. It should be more about the experience in the field itself rather then the money.

That's what I believe a career should be versus the hell hole that most people in America suffer that has a job. Maybe we should all work together as a country and further fund specialized schools so people can get careers instead of jobs because being happy is all that matters in life, right?